for Crazy2/9/2007 c1 Feel The Waltz
You ever get one of those pieces of writing that make you stop and think over? Well this gave me that. As soon as i finished reading this i went right to your profile and was relived to see your still here and writing with us today. I'm the same age as you and this made me actually appreciate my family and life, aand give my head a good knocking which it thoughrally deserved. I hope you never feel that low again. =]
You ever get one of those pieces of writing that make you stop and think over? Well this gave me that. As soon as i finished reading this i went right to your profile and was relived to see your still here and writing with us today. I'm the same age as you and this made me actually appreciate my family and life, aand give my head a good knocking which it thoughrally deserved. I hope you never feel that low again. =]
12/28/2004 c1 nina
*clap clap clap clap* bravo! I applaud you for having the guts to tell everyone that! And I just want to tell you something:
They shouldn't have to blame you! You never did anything to make them blame you for ANYTHING. if ANYTHING, YOU should be blaming THEM because of how they treat you! How they act around you! Please, dont hurt yourself anymore. You won't be doing anyone ANY favor if you do that...believe me, if you think that the blade cutting through your skin makes you feel better, it won't when you pass on. Goodluck with the rest of your life. And remember - it's not your fault.
*clap clap clap clap* bravo! I applaud you for having the guts to tell everyone that! And I just want to tell you something:
They shouldn't have to blame you! You never did anything to make them blame you for ANYTHING. if ANYTHING, YOU should be blaming THEM because of how they treat you! How they act around you! Please, dont hurt yourself anymore. You won't be doing anyone ANY favor if you do that...believe me, if you think that the blade cutting through your skin makes you feel better, it won't when you pass on. Goodluck with the rest of your life. And remember - it's not your fault.
6/11/2004 c1 Lais D Andrea
Well, I read your story and I'msad because I can't do much for you; well, in fact, I can, I can pray for you; sometimes, it's the best help someone can offer. Killing yourself wouldn't help you, just because your life wouldn't end; there's an eternity beyond life in this world. I hope you can read this review and I just want to tell you that God loves you and he's just waiting for you to ask for help, even though he knows everything about you. He wants just you to say that you need him. I'll pray for you and I'd like you to get in touch with me by e-mail. Mine is in my profile. Good luck and God bless you
Well, I read your story and I'msad because I can't do much for you; well, in fact, I can, I can pray for you; sometimes, it's the best help someone can offer. Killing yourself wouldn't help you, just because your life wouldn't end; there's an eternity beyond life in this world. I hope you can read this review and I just want to tell you that God loves you and he's just waiting for you to ask for help, even though he knows everything about you. He wants just you to say that you need him. I'll pray for you and I'd like you to get in touch with me by e-mail. Mine is in my profile. Good luck and God bless you
5/15/2004 c1 
13Saxifrage
oh my gosh! i thought my life was bad! dont kill yourself! DON'T! if your only reason to live is to write stories and poems to satisfy your audience, than live that life! you're not crazy, or at least not from my point of view. i think you just need someone to talk to.
i'm so sorry about your family, but just because you were fathered by an alcohalic and mothered by a crazy lunitic, doesn't mean your life has to be like thiers! believe in youself. you have to be strong. Make goals in life and follow them.
and, no offense, if your best friend killed himself, then maybe you're making friends with people like yourself only to know there are others out there exactly like you. and maybe you "couldn't stop him" from killing himself because deep down inside you wanted the same fate that he brought upon himself. depression sucks, i know that, but you have to fight it for yourself and others around you. you kept yourself from sotpping him. don't let that happen again.
maybe one day you'll be a famous poet traveling the country sharing your story to others who need your help. maybe thats your destiny... you never know unless you strive for it and you can't do that sulking in your room. turn your emotions into tools to help you reach your goals, and your life.
i believe you were ment to save people's lives, maybe by talking, maybe by writing, maybe by both, all you have to do is believe in that too.
never give up hope,
Saxifrage
13Saxifrageoh my gosh! i thought my life was bad! dont kill yourself! DON'T! if your only reason to live is to write stories and poems to satisfy your audience, than live that life! you're not crazy, or at least not from my point of view. i think you just need someone to talk to.
i'm so sorry about your family, but just because you were fathered by an alcohalic and mothered by a crazy lunitic, doesn't mean your life has to be like thiers! believe in youself. you have to be strong. Make goals in life and follow them.
and, no offense, if your best friend killed himself, then maybe you're making friends with people like yourself only to know there are others out there exactly like you. and maybe you "couldn't stop him" from killing himself because deep down inside you wanted the same fate that he brought upon himself. depression sucks, i know that, but you have to fight it for yourself and others around you. you kept yourself from sotpping him. don't let that happen again.
maybe one day you'll be a famous poet traveling the country sharing your story to others who need your help. maybe thats your destiny... you never know unless you strive for it and you can't do that sulking in your room. turn your emotions into tools to help you reach your goals, and your life.
i believe you were ment to save people's lives, maybe by talking, maybe by writing, maybe by both, all you have to do is believe in that too.
never give up hope,
Saxifrage
2/22/2004 c1 29amazingblazes
Holy crud. Is that true? I almost started crying. If that really is your life, you'd better get some help. Right now. If it actually isn't your life, WAY TO GO! That was the most incredible piece of realistic writing I've seen in a very long time.
29amazingblazesHoly crud. Is that true? I almost started crying. If that really is your life, you'd better get some help. Right now. If it actually isn't your life, WAY TO GO! That was the most incredible piece of realistic writing I've seen in a very long time.
2/4/2004 c1 3DHABUZ
first i saw this i didnt want to read this stuff but now that ive read it i know how much pain you have been through in your life
i would say you are not crazy your life is '
this whole stuff is always crazy around and i would suggest you
i know don't start drinking or smoking coz many of my friends did
3DHABUZfirst i saw this i didnt want to read this stuff but now that ive read it i know how much pain you have been through in your life
i would say you are not crazy your life is '
this whole stuff is always crazy around and i would suggest you
i know don't start drinking or smoking coz many of my friends did
1/24/2004 c1 7ku
tucked away at the bottom of your profile, i almost didn't read this story. when i read it, i felt quite sad. i feel even worse sitting here knowing i cannot help you out since we're separated by distance. hmm...how would you feel if i dedicated my latest fic to you?
7kutucked away at the bottom of your profile, i almost didn't read this story. when i read it, i felt quite sad. i feel even worse sitting here knowing i cannot help you out since we're separated by distance. hmm...how would you feel if i dedicated my latest fic to you?
1/20/2004 c1 moomoomoomoomoomoomoomoomoomoo
Good Work... It sounds like you've had it tough... Don't worry, you aren't crazy. :-)
Good Work... It sounds like you've had it tough... Don't worry, you aren't crazy. :-)
1/14/2004 c1 Love and Destroy
It's so sad! I'm sorry! Well, it's very good writing. And maybe you should tell someone you can trust, like a teacher or someone. That helps my friends. And don't kill yourself. There's no point in that. Sunrise
It's so sad! I'm sorry! Well, it's very good writing. And maybe you should tell someone you can trust, like a teacher or someone. That helps my friends. And don't kill yourself. There's no point in that. Sunrise
1/6/2004 c1 3RazortotheRosary
NO! don't take your life! Don't do anything drastic!
Is this really your real bio? If so it is very intense and you've been through a lot of pain. I'm so sorry for you. I can totally identify with some of the statements you made. If you really are cutting please try and stop. I know it's not that easy but try writing instead or something besides that. Like I have music and writing and that helps me to get my rage out when I feel like turning to cutting or worse things.
I'll be praying for you and your family. God Bless
~Heartandsoul
P.S. You are a really talented writer! Keep it up!
3RazortotheRosaryNO! don't take your life! Don't do anything drastic!
Is this really your real bio? If so it is very intense and you've been through a lot of pain. I'm so sorry for you. I can totally identify with some of the statements you made. If you really are cutting please try and stop. I know it's not that easy but try writing instead or something besides that. Like I have music and writing and that helps me to get my rage out when I feel like turning to cutting or worse things.
I'll be praying for you and your family. God Bless
~Heartandsoul
P.S. You are a really talented writer! Keep it up!
1/4/2004 c1 123loz
Lil Lalita. You wrote this a while ago i Know but i still found it thought procvoking. The amount of maybes used indicates you were confused and maybe still are about who you are. I was a while ago when i was at the age you wrote this. I can remember these feelings. Wanting attention wanting sympathy or perhaps just love. I stopped looking for it though. I gave up trying to look for it in others and looked for it inside myself. Life is never perfect,maybe never even good. I know this is difficult but your friend couldnt find the love he needed for himself. His last call was his last plea. You don;t want to end up like him,or anyone like that. For a moment think of the feelings you felt when this happened. Do you want to put others through those feelings?no. Im sure your family loves you inside deep down. Im sure you love yourself. A trick to findin it is to write five things you are good at or like about urself and pinning them to your mirror.Good hair,lol.brilliant poet whatever.And every morning read them. Youll be strong. You won't need others to pull you through.Always and forever loz.
123lozLil Lalita. You wrote this a while ago i Know but i still found it thought procvoking. The amount of maybes used indicates you were confused and maybe still are about who you are. I was a while ago when i was at the age you wrote this. I can remember these feelings. Wanting attention wanting sympathy or perhaps just love. I stopped looking for it though. I gave up trying to look for it in others and looked for it inside myself. Life is never perfect,maybe never even good. I know this is difficult but your friend couldnt find the love he needed for himself. His last call was his last plea. You don;t want to end up like him,or anyone like that. For a moment think of the feelings you felt when this happened. Do you want to put others through those feelings?no. Im sure your family loves you inside deep down. Im sure you love yourself. A trick to findin it is to write five things you are good at or like about urself and pinning them to your mirror.Good hair,lol.brilliant poet whatever.And every morning read them. Youll be strong. You won't need others to pull you through.Always and forever loz.
1/2/2004 c1 sketchmedesire
wow..im so sorri! and u cannot kil urself! i mean there r tons of kids out there like that! my stori isnt that depressing but it still isnt perfect either! i have to depend on my friends to make me laugh or ill end up in a little corner crying all day and writing depressing poetry. ur stori is realli sad! i feel utmost sympathy for u! my heart goes out to u! dont ever do anything drastic to urself! no! bad grl dont ever think about it either! just write it in poetry instead! i hope it all gets better soon! *weeps for author* im realli sorri. i wish u could go to my skewl then i could help u out and all! that would be awesome! but then ud have to come to LA. o wells, good luckies! remember the pink duckies! : p
wow..im so sorri! and u cannot kil urself! i mean there r tons of kids out there like that! my stori isnt that depressing but it still isnt perfect either! i have to depend on my friends to make me laugh or ill end up in a little corner crying all day and writing depressing poetry. ur stori is realli sad! i feel utmost sympathy for u! my heart goes out to u! dont ever do anything drastic to urself! no! bad grl dont ever think about it either! just write it in poetry instead! i hope it all gets better soon! *weeps for author* im realli sorri. i wish u could go to my skewl then i could help u out and all! that would be awesome! but then ud have to come to LA. o wells, good luckies! remember the pink duckies! : p
12/29/2003 c1 7jhgfjvkjg
Holy crap! This, this IS pain. No, I wou;dn't say you're crazy, maybe your family, but not you. If you are then I am too. Okay, maybe I am crazy. . . Keep up the writing, this is kida choppy but it fits, with your life u'know? Rock on.
7jhgfjvkjgHoly crap! This, this IS pain. No, I wou;dn't say you're crazy, maybe your family, but not you. If you are then I am too. Okay, maybe I am crazy. . . Keep up the writing, this is kida choppy but it fits, with your life u'know? Rock on.
12/28/2003 c1 2Meghan Dresner
First let me say, you wrote a wonderful little story here. Sad and horrifying, but you still know how to write well.
Whenever I am depressed, I just sit down and write. Whenever I am bored, I sit down and write. It doesn't get me anywhere, but I still do it.
I don't know what to say that could possibly make you feel better. I don't know how to be a 'guardian angel' so I have no words of wisdom for you. Just close your eyes and follow your heart.
As long as you do what your heart tells you, you can't go wrong.
Good luck,
-Thief.
2Meghan DresnerFirst let me say, you wrote a wonderful little story here. Sad and horrifying, but you still know how to write well.
Whenever I am depressed, I just sit down and write. Whenever I am bored, I sit down and write. It doesn't get me anywhere, but I still do it.
I don't know what to say that could possibly make you feel better. I don't know how to be a 'guardian angel' so I have no words of wisdom for you. Just close your eyes and follow your heart.
As long as you do what your heart tells you, you can't go wrong.
Good luck,
-Thief.