for What you want me to be8/18/2007 c1 
11Swift Sunrise
May I recommend something? Don't hide. OH, I know, its addicting. It's something you crave-to hide, to never be seen, to not show what is really you, a truth, a real person...not a mask. I know. I've tasted this addiction...I am addicted. It gnaws at me-I hate it, hate it with a burning passion, and yet...as soon as I go to rip off the mask, I find I can't. I hide behind a "bright sunshine yellow' mask, perhaps like you. Only my mask is such a bright yelliw its hard to see. Think of me as the sun, but that is a mask. The real me is a moon. I am bright, I am beautiful, but I am dark. I am not the sun who is perpetually shining with a radiant happiness. I am the moon, lighting at time, yet dark, withdrawn, gone at other times. So get rid of that mask. Show yourself, while I , too, try to overcome this addiction and become the moon.
~Swift Sunrise.
p.s. that was pretty good, wasn't it? :)
11Swift SunriseMay I recommend something? Don't hide. OH, I know, its addicting. It's something you crave-to hide, to never be seen, to not show what is really you, a truth, a real person...not a mask. I know. I've tasted this addiction...I am addicted. It gnaws at me-I hate it, hate it with a burning passion, and yet...as soon as I go to rip off the mask, I find I can't. I hide behind a "bright sunshine yellow' mask, perhaps like you. Only my mask is such a bright yelliw its hard to see. Think of me as the sun, but that is a mask. The real me is a moon. I am bright, I am beautiful, but I am dark. I am not the sun who is perpetually shining with a radiant happiness. I am the moon, lighting at time, yet dark, withdrawn, gone at other times. So get rid of that mask. Show yourself, while I , too, try to overcome this addiction and become the moon.
~Swift Sunrise.
p.s. that was pretty good, wasn't it? :)
5/23/2004 c1 6Pastbyer
Aww... Don't be depressed Courts, it's not that bad.
Seriously, I mean it, don't try to hold on to a mask if you're aware of it and don't like it. I tried that, and it didn't work, so I just stopped caring and go with all the lack of sanity. It's actually quite fun, being able to see beauty in everything (but not always the same type of beauty, of course). Although it gets a little difficult to express yourself. I don't know for sure, but you probably have a different brand of lack-of-sanity to me, so hey, it might not work the same way. But still, bottling yourself up to explode is not pleasant - why not inflict the damage now? It's more fun, and might not even be damage for all we know.
Oh well, don't take my advice if it doesn't sound good to you, because my advice is based on how I think, which is apparently quite unique. :p
Linkin Park is good at angsty-ness, aren't they? Just have fun, ok?
P.S. "haughty" is occasionally a good word for Zack
6PastbyerAww... Don't be depressed Courts, it's not that bad.
Seriously, I mean it, don't try to hold on to a mask if you're aware of it and don't like it. I tried that, and it didn't work, so I just stopped caring and go with all the lack of sanity. It's actually quite fun, being able to see beauty in everything (but not always the same type of beauty, of course). Although it gets a little difficult to express yourself. I don't know for sure, but you probably have a different brand of lack-of-sanity to me, so hey, it might not work the same way. But still, bottling yourself up to explode is not pleasant - why not inflict the damage now? It's more fun, and might not even be damage for all we know.
Oh well, don't take my advice if it doesn't sound good to you, because my advice is based on how I think, which is apparently quite unique. :p
Linkin Park is good at angsty-ness, aren't they? Just have fun, ok?
P.S. "haughty" is occasionally a good word for Zack