9/6/2011 c71 1lysstrange
Hi, Ally.

When I read your journal entries, I felt so much empathy towards you. I'm so sorry you have had to deal with those kind of people in your life. I feel for you, I really do. I haven't really been bullied before (though I have had a mean best friend in elementary school), but I do relate to the cutting, depression, and anxiety. I'm 20 years old now, out of high school. I hated high school as well, but not because people were mean to me. I was just extremely anxious all the time.

I want you to know that college is so much better than high school. I don't know if you've heard that a lot, but it's true. At least, community college is. I've never been to a university. People are SO much more mature. And classes are fun, in my opinion. You get to learn what is interesting to you.

I don't know if you're still anorexic, but I really hope you get better. I'm sure you know all of the consequences of starving yourself...I've never been anorexic and even I know them. And I'm proud of you for trying to stop cutting, even though you have slipped many times. It's okay, all self-injurers do, I'm sure. Just keep trying.

Anyway, if you need a friend to talk to, I'll listen. I won't always know what to say, but I really care. A lot.

I hope to hear from you soon.

Take care,

Elysia

5/26/2011 c71 SkyyeStrike
I'm not going to tell you it'll get better. No one knows that. I'm also not going to tell you 'get help' or 'get over it' or even be sympathetic. From one cutter to another, I say, if it helps, it helps. You live on a daily basis, you think minute to minute, and you hope the worst is gone by the time you wake up.

I'm not saying this to be comforting, but it's the hardass truth. Your life isn't as bad as you think it is, and maybe it will seem better in a few years. Wait it out.

You have a father. Your mother isn't an alcoholic or on drugs. You aren't supporting your family by yourself. Your brother isn't on pills. You aren't the oldest in your family mentally. You aren't beaten. I am a year younger than you, and a girl, and if i can do it, you sure as hell can.

PS, keep in mind, I'm not flaming. This is a great idea. Hopefully your continuing with it?

3/6/2011 c65 8U88LY
I can't say that I understand you cutting because then I would be lying. But, I weigh almost the same as you, and am 13... There really are pleanty of ways to lose weight and still be healthy. I'm really self-concious about my weight so I know what your talking about there.

But, you don't have to starve. I play sports, and just try to eat healthy. Like going to subway instead of mcdonalds. And it's true, if you starve yourself, then your just going to gain the weight back even if you don't eat anything. It's better to eat food and excercise a HEALTHY amount. Don't overwork your body or your just going to get hurt.

Depression can be really bad, but I STRONGLY suggest that you tell somebody. Some of my really close family has suffered from it, and well... They didn't turn out to well. PLEASE TELL SOMEONE! And next time your thinking about cutting becasuse no one in the world gives a fu(K... I do.

I don't know you or anything, but honestly I do care. This kind of hits close to home with me, so please. Get help. Tell somebody.

Don't be afraid of what people will say.

And I will never turn on you just because you have, quote, "Too much drama."

PLEASE... Next time you need help, or are thinking about cutting or not eating those grapes, MESSAGE ME!

Please message me back.

P.S. Tell all those 8!t(hes to fU(k off for me :) thanx

12/22/2010 c51 TheWhispersHauntMe
Sorry I've missed so much its schools fault. School hates me.

Anyways, you should NOT starve yourself. Thats the worst way to lose weight. And your cutting. D= Is there anything I can do to change your mind about the cutting and the starving?

Cus most things like this end bad... =(

11/28/2010 c47 TheWhispersHauntMe
Don't starve yourself. I heard it was really bad for you. Trust me I know cus I tried it and my friends got all freaked.

~Tacos~ :D

11/21/2010 c30 CraziiFlop
Damn it, I don't have Twitter... MSN instead or Yahoo? If so, this is my email adress for both:

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:D I hope you add me, I'll gladly accept. :]

11/21/2010 c28 CraziiFlop
Bah, that's like my parents sometimes...

And the whole T-shirt thing? How fucking retarted! LOL God they should grow up and stop having a bitch-fit over nothing. xD