Your Angel
I live within your thoughts, I live within your dreams, but you dont know me. I dine right next to you, but you don't see me. This is because I am an angel, your guardian angel.
I protect you from your nightmares, and guide you to your dreams. I hold your hand when your lonely, I make sure your safe and happy when your not. I dont let anyone hurt you, not pysically or emotionally. Never have, never will. See the blonde in the corner? She likes you. She's liked you since you two first met. But there's also someone else who likes you. She's liked you since she first met you, too. Only more. She knows all of your secrets, but you've never even laid your beautiful golden brown eyes on her. No one has, and sadly, no one will.
This girl has not been human for the last eight years of your life. She died young, she died slowly, she died painfully, by the harshness of this broken world.
Do you know who she is?
When you wake up, she is there. When you are in trouble, she protects you. When you forget your keys, she remembers. When you look in the mirror, she's right behind you. When you go to sleep, she is there to tuck you in. When she sees your life is falling, she lifts it up again.
Do you know who she is yet?
She'll tell you who she is right now. She is me, your guardian angel.
You will never see me...never. And its tearing me apart...
We are now almost the same age. I've known you since you were thirteen and I was twelve. Now, your nineteen and i'm eighteen. After a year of taking care of you, I had fallen in love. I never knew what the feeling was like until then. And now I do all too well! I've thought about it countless times when I was alive and before I met the almighty God. I lived on the other side of the country and knew nothing about you, and you didnt even know that a name like mine existed. But now, I know everything about you and you still know nothing about me... It hurts, it hurts so deeply. I want to be in your arms. I want you to stroke my hair, and say my name.
Here I am, right beside you. Your in your dark room, Avril Levign's song Im With You is playing softly on the radio. It almost seems appropriate for our situation...almost... Your lonely now, your sad and depressed. You don't know what to do with your life. I can tell. I can feel it, too. I feel all of your pain. And the more pain I feel, the less pain you feel. I look at you. You look like an injured puppy laying on your bed and staring at your white ceiling like that. I'm kneeling on your hard wooden floor by your head. I know how to help you. Slowly, I move my arm. My hand grasps yours. Automatically, I see a tinge of comfort spreading across your handsome features. I hear you sigh. I guess this is the closest I will ever get to having you know me, talk to me, love me...
Whether you know it or not, I'm with you, forever and always, non-stop. You are never alone.
Whether you know it or not, I love you. Forever and always, non-stop. And it stings my heart to do so.
And this is all because, I am your guardian angel.
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-LadyAnimeAllegra