Sometimes I lay awake at night
Wondering if tomorrow will be a whole new start
But nothing can make my feelings drift apart
I've got no one to hold on to,
No one that will care
I've got no one that I can talk to
No one whom I can share.
I'm scared as hell
With nowhere to go
I try to hide it
But these feelings show
I reach for the gun and put it to my head
I pull the triger, soon to be dead
At first I can't think
And I fall to the ground
I start to lose my eyesite,
And then I lose sound.
Blood starts to flow
Through the wound in my head
And now I am finally
Forever dead.
People start to surround
With eyes scared and wide
But at least now
I know I can hide.
I'm taken away
By the air breezing.
I just wish
That death could be this easy.