Torn

So you're back now
Saying you love me more than ever,
But how long will it last?
How long until the next heartbreak?
How long until you take advantage?

I loved you with all my heart, and soul
But it was taken for granted
How must I give it all once again?

The love inside me desires to return,
Wishes to feel the closeness,
And is longing to feel safe with you once again,
But, it is overcome by wisdom

Wisdom asks that I stay behind
And wait for you to prove yourself
Wisdom requires me to grow up,
And take control of my emotions
Wisdom demands that I keep my pride