a/n: this is my very first song! yea! it isn't just some really twisted poem i decide to turn into lyrics, it was meant to be lyrics! and it isn't that bad either! *hugs her muses* you guys rock! now, please r&r! please?

secret desire

tears are drying and the bruises fade
never knew love but you taught me how to hate
raped me inside out, beat me all the time
rubbed salt in my wounds as i stay quiet as a mime
took me in the kitchen, took me on the floor
took everything i had but still you wanted more
greedy bastard

~took me, take me, rape me, break me,
daddy please don't make me cry
daddy's drunk again
no chance to run, no place to hide~

time to teach you some humility
make you pay for what you did to me
never again will you hurt a child
never again am i gonna have to see your filthy smile
one shot between the legs
shot two goes to the head
(two gunshots are heard then the sound of crying, another shot, thud - silence)
silent death and quicksilver tears
never ever known this much fear
another gunshot rings as everything goes black
wish to the gods i could go back
this wasn't supposed to happen.

(whispering, slowly fade out)
~took me, take me, rape me, break me,
daddy please don't make me cry
daddy's drunk again
no chance to run, no place to hide~

news person: today, tragedy has struck this small rural town; what police are calling a police a murder-suicide, has taken the entire area by surprise. friends and neighbors say that the girl and her father had a wonderful relationship - that they seemed to have a perfect family...but obviously not all was what it seemed...

a/n: still alive, eh? must not be to bad then. REVIEW NOW OR ELSE I'LL SET AIDAN ON YOU! *points to the gothic-fallen-angel-type-thing with a sword*