i'm sorry
i'm so sorry
i cannot conceive how you feel
i don't know anymore
do remember when we were little?
and we woud play in your backyard?
and that dog would come and bark?
and i would run inside?
that happens today too.
i know that distence weakened our friendship
and you don't like me as much as you used to.
i know that i'm annoying
and that i have a short attention span
and i'm a hypocrit
and spoiled
and full of self pity
beleive me
i loathe myself
i loathe everything about me
please don't hate me
you are like my brother
please don't leave me
my first friend
my best friend
my brother
my brother
don't go away
can't it be like when we were little again?
can't it?