maybe...

maybe i'm not what i seem. maybe i'm different, maybe i'm suicidal. maybe things are just so fucked up that i can't take it. maybe i need a way out, and this is the only one i can find. maybe you don't notice, but maybe you do, and what then? then do you take me to a shrink, and have them examine me, and maybe diagnose me with clinical insanity. maybe i am; you'll have to take the chance and find out, if you care. if you can, if you dare, maybe i'll let you in, and show you my world. maybe. but you'd have to earn my trust, and it isn't easy, not after... everything. maybe i could learn to love, after having my heart broken one too many times, but maybe i can't. maybe i'm doomed, left to what the world wants of me, and maybe it's too much for me and i can't take it any more. maybe i'm insane; but you'd have to trust me to find out.