I'm sitting here in my chair
Writing this poem as I think of you
I wonder what are you doing right now
Are you thinking of me like I am to you?
...Probably not
I'm feeling down as I look at the calendar
Semester one has gone and joined the past
Do you know what that means?
That means I'm one step closer of losing you
What will become of me when you're gone?
I dare not to think...for it will crush me
What will happen when June comes around the corner?
I dare not to think...for it will only bring me painful images
I don't want to let you go...
...But there's nothing I can do
I guess we just weren't meant to be
Maybe it was a mistake for me to fall for you at first
If I didn't, I wouldn't have this problem now
The problem that I can't find a solution to
Perhaps all that I can do it tell you how I feel before you go
But I have not the guts to do that
Even though I'm sure you know what's in my mind
I can't seem to find the courage needed for that
Maybe you should just tell me that it's impossible
Stop bringing my hopes up
Because only then... will it be a piece of forgotten memory
And I won't have to ever worry that I'll get hurt again
Because it will never be brought up again
Ever...
A/N: Yikes, I haven't written anything in 3 months, my skills really suck now . Please review and tell me how it is... I'm starting English next week, don't want to fail! . Thanks for reading though ^_^