Living this life as it seems

Nothing more than a child's dream

Tearing through my heart is the sad reality of what can never be. My happiness

In sleep I am happy

Dreaming of a life that I will never have

I cannot breath for reality suffocates me

And cripples my wings so I may not fly away

Waking up cold and alone

With only my nightmares to call my own

In treasures and gold

In stories I've told

I've let them see my dark side

In shadows and books

In children and crooks

No one can imitate this evil

By flickering flame

By candle light

Staring briefly into my eyes

Dark secrets untold in words

But spoken in glances

The soft sound of music

Coming from the corner

The pleas of enough

The scornful laughter

The never-ending pain

That disguises my happiness

That doesn't let me breath

That wont let me see

I cannot escape this hell

This murky place of lies

Because

Behind the walls of deception

Chaos and cruelty lie

End me now

Spill my blood

Kill the evil.

Let it be over

Save them.