To Simeon

You're gone and it is all my fault.
I can never see you again...
All for my own selfishness.
Father refuses to let me even talk to you...
Mother just does whatever he says... ((Like a good christian submissive wife))

I need to get away from it all..
Go to a place where everything is different...
But where nothing has changed.

No more happiness...
No more friendship...
No more fun with you...

No more friendly pain...
No more loved filled torture...
No more sex possesed dreams...

No more you...

You're gone
My selfishness has ruined us
My own desires take you away from me
My love for you drowns me along with my sick depressing life

But...it's not over yet.