Heaven

As I lay here

On the grass

Blood drowning me

From my old past
I look at my hands

And saw the red

I stared emotionless

The tears that you have led
I smile my last smile

Although no one cares

I laugh a sad laugh

Although no one shares
Life doesn't seem to get me

And I don't seem to get them

I cry hard endlessly

I cry as hard as I can
And as I slowly whimper

Because of my own fault

I close my full-of-pain eyes

And let the darkness fall
I see the angels

Smiling around me

And I smiled back

For now, I am free
I found new friends

I found a new world

There is no end

And God kept his word