to avoid the sharp pointy sticks,
ready to stick right through my body,
If I make one false move,
my whole life will be destroyed.
Am I ready to run across this bridge?
am I half way through,
or almost at the end?
When will I be able to reach,
all the way to the top?
I feel like I'm almost there,
but I've been in these shoes before,
so can I actually finish my dream
Instead of screwing with time,
wasteing so many of my precious moments;
plugging myself deep inside,
an electronic machine.
Can't I let time flow within me?
So I know where my path is,
because right now,
I really don't know where I'm am,
I feel peace flowing inside,
and its made me feel so great.
But thats not all that I need,
all that I ache for
is your heart,
and I know now,
that I am in your heart.
but I know you hurt
and you need rest,
but can't I hold you?
to help the pain disappear?
I've wanted to hold you for so long,
because even my flowers and notes,
cannot express how I feel,
down deep inside.
I'm glad your taking the time,
to explore your needs and wants.
Because I have already searched,
and explored deep inside of me,
and my burning desire is for your soul,
laying next to mine.
But I can wait,
for as long as my frail body can stand
quivering on my own two feet,
from the cold of loneliness.
Seperated from afar.
Waiting for those 3 words from you,
which I gave to you.
Wanting and dreaming of you,
knowing you have your life to live,
but don't forget you have my love in your hand.
Don't forget that I crave you,
I know its not very healthy,
thinking of you
in this dazed way,
but I can't help it.
Thinking about you,
my heart beats faster,
wanting to see you again,
walking beside me,
with my arms around you.
I wish we could have some days,
So I could tell you everything,
locked away deep inside my brain.
That is all I wish for, my love.