14"My heart beats as one but my mind speaks as many." - DigiDayDreamer
"If I had a wish to help make a better world, I'd wish I were two different persons." - Daiger
What am I doing? I am trying to say something. Something I am trying to express.
How can I say that? I express myself through writing. That's what I'm doing.
I don't know where I'm going. I may have goals and ambitions, but my path is still uncertain.
"Who knows if the sun will rise tomorrow?" - Anon.
I remember what others told me who I am.
Some say I am a genius for constantly getting high grades. They say I have it easy with life.
Others say I'm a weird person who does crazy stuff.
The rest just accept me with indifference.
But is it the real me they see?
No, the real me studies as hard as those in the top, who risks looking foolish and funny and believes that everyone is unique.
But no one truly understands me, not even my closest loved ones.
And yet, I'm still looking for myself, no matter how near it may be. Somehow, I like it that way.
"Perfect understanding almost often extinguishes pleasure." - Anon.
Who am I?
I am DigiDayDreamer and, at the same time, Daiger.
But reality shows I am neither of the two.
Instead, they are merely facets of my complex personality and yet living creatures that share the same body, the same mind and the same heart as I do.
My hands curse me for they afflict me with scars, real scars that lie across my body. But they also bless me for they write beautiful words. My body is a paradox, too simple and too difficult.
I bear my own identity; I don't care that I'm not hiding anymore.
"The truth shall set you free." - Jesus
I want to live honestly with myself, leaving no regrets across my footprints. I want to let you know what I've been trying to say. I cannot keep myself barricaded in truthless walls among my friends.
One told me to be myself, another said to me to be honest with myself and the third one showed me how to be myself.
I lost intentions in keeping my secrecy. I have learned to be real. I have learned to see myself again.
My writing was not in vain for each story, each poem, and each word I put down on paper and on the computer is a part of me. I write for myself and for others that I love as family.
I will show the world who I really am!
Don't worry, I'm still me. Even if I changed, I'll always be myself.
Promise me you won't see me as a different person. I'm still called DigiDayDreamer. And I'm still known by others as Daiger. That's who I am.
Who am I?
I am Luigi. Luigi B. Llave.