"To Your Memory a Ghost's Slave"

Sometimes I forget that I am alive

Sometimes I forget that you are dead

Most things are better off unsaid

When you have got nothing left

When you have got nothing to lose

You spent your life trying to pay for all its dues

Remember that I, I can relate

Remember that I've done this all before

One by one my friends are falling, more and more

I can't help but think this wasn't your fault

I can't help but think I should have been there

Looking back now, you were a life I could not spare

Everyone says that I'm not alone

Everyone says that they are filled with regret

Not sure about them, but this day I will never forget

The day that you told me about your new car

The day that it became nothing more than a grave

I became to your memory a ghost's slave

Did you ever wonder what I would say?

Did you ever wonder what I would think?

The price was awful high for just one drink

Most times I forget that I am alive

Most times I forget that you are dead

Some things are better off unread