For all those times,

By Alexandra Reed

For all those times you hurt me
For all those times I let you be
For all those times I wanted you there
And for all those times you never gave a care

For all those times you made me weak
And for all those times I tried to seek
For all those times I tried to run
For all those times I pulled out my gun

Every time something happens to me
I blame you and that's all there is to be
I hate your breath I hate your smile
I hate you forever and all that while

You hold me back you don't give a shit
Now its time, you blew out the candle I lit
Fuck all your sanity you say you have by you
You don't back any so what should I do

Run? A fleeting dream for me to love
I can never be free, or pure as a dove
Now a knife and a stick
Which should I pick

Which will kill you more
But give me more and more gore
You disgust me that I can say
But this time I will mark your ending day

Your gone to me, you truly are
I will drive away, in my little black car
You body in the back
I'll heave it in a sack

Carry you where no one will find me
And leave you there to die where no one can see
Fuck you and your stupidity to die
Now whenever someone asks for you, I will me the one to lie

Good by dear boy, good bye my love
Good by my toy, my little white dove
You are free, may it last
Better than you living in a cast

I freed your sprit your essence your soul
Though now you lie silent in a big black whole
So wait the day someone finds you
I dearly regret that you did what you do