(Bitter Feelings)

By: Forteforte o' course.

Written: FR 4.4.03 (April 4, 2003)

+This one's kindof sortof based on rp, but not really. It wasn't really what I wanted to put down on paper when I started, but it's so-so… So don't expect too much. I was aiming for a poem about loss and hurt from love, but it came out this thing about treachery and hatred and apathy, so whatever. I'll write something on love sometime later. And I don't really have a title because… I can't think of one. You got a title for me? Gimmeh! ^_~ Please r/r as always.+

Bitter feelings all about

Even in this pose, there's doubt

You gave me hopes and let me down

You gave me waves and let me drown

Here in lies I now reside,

Alone with no one at my side

I trusted you with all my heart

And here, you tear my world apart

Betrayed I am, betrayed I'll be

To play in this cruel symphony

How clever, yes, these tricks of soul

Where was the mind where heart did go?

Deception to the finest grain

In retrospect, I'm quite ashamed

To play into your hands of lies

Put trust into those guileful eyes

And thus, I lay here, left to die

As you let forth this torrent of crime

I saw no malice, but embrace,

I saw no poison in your face

And here, when I've long halted breath

I see you've no guilt in my death

Per'aps you were whole unaware

Per'aps you were too cold to care