Always Lying.

So tired of living this lie Gotta stop this before someone dies The endless tears from endless cries I have to stop living this lie

Lying to everyone Even myself Make this be done Keep me from thyself

I never wanted to hurt you That is not a lie When I saw you crying It made me want to die

I always lie to everybody Even me Staring at me blankly As though you can't see me

I doubt I even know who I am My identity is a mystery For this I should probably be damned But someone feels the need to torture me

Never stop lying That is the truth Stopping keeping you from dying Cruel, but I can't lie

Lying about my origins Who really are my allies or friends What I really think of everyone And how I'd like to just end

Everything holds me back Only the fear of hurting myself Is keeping me living this lie Otherwise. think of it

Some allies of mine Would most likely be breathing dirt.