Existance

I know you're out there somewhere,
Unaware of my struggling existance.
I'm clinging to the idea of you,
My only hope of resistance.

I swear i hear my bones sighing,
And i feel my heart slowing down,
But i'm still far from the end,
And i know i'm beginning to drown.

If i ask, could you carry me?
If i said, would you hold my hand?
Open my eyes so i could see?
This isn't what i planned.

Am i worth saving now?
I have nothing left to give.
Should i take my final bow,
Or is there something else to live?

I feel as if i'm sinking,
I can't feel solid ground.
Be my anchor, give me strength,
Help me last another round.

I wish i could say something more,
To explain the way i'm feeling.
Nothing makes sense anymore,
My wounds are no longer healing.

If i ask, could you carry me?
If i said, would you hold my hand?
Open my eyes so i could see?
This isn't what i planned.

Am i worth saving now?
I have nothing left to give.
Should i take my final bow,
Or is there something else to live?

Believe me when i tell you,
My life used to be fine.
I had direction to aim for,
But no longer see the finish line.

Now i'm nothing but sighing bones,
Void of direction or resistance.
Walk into my life now,
And give me a reason for existance.

If i ask, could you carry me?
If i said, would you hold my hand?
Open my eyes so i could see?
This isn't what i planned.

Am i worth saving now?
I have nothing left to give.
Should i take my final bow,
Or is there something else to live?