Lucky Number 13

I remember that dream
Of seeing my futureself
If this dream came true
And now I'm that self
Would the old me be proud
Or would the person I hate
That small girl I blockout
Be unalbe to take the weight

I'm getting older
But I'm only thirteen
Violent past forgotten
It all originated in me
I'm getting darker
Angst makes the seams
And material of pain
Lucky number thirteen