My "father"
It feels like Im in a blood bath
They're always fighting over the small things
My life is fucking hell
All it ever brings is pain
Never been the best thing
But at least it's always been there
It's never deserted me
Like my no good father
I hate him
For all the pain he's caused
For all he's messed up
For everything I've missed out on
Father-daughter days
Hell, they never were
I've gone through enough alone
I hate him
For every hole in my heart
For every "we'll do it next time"
And every "I have work"
I hate him for everything
I don't get why he won't be there for me
Why he can't get off his lazy ass and do something
Besides buy cigarettes and beer
I hate him
For everything he represents