Clean
I want to let go
But the memories drag me down.
It hurts to remember
So why is it so hard to forget?
Replacing the past
With happy present
That was the goal
But I can't even look to the future
Almost a year ago I lost part of me
And I don't think I'll come clean
The thoughts trash my mind
And it's taking all I have to keep going
Wash me clean, Oh Lord
I look to You
I am your child
It would hurt to loose me too
You took my child
A baby angel she'll be
Giving the love I'll never feel
And smiling the smiles I'll never see
I don't blame You, Lord
You have a plan for everyone
But why did you let me look at her
Then take her away?
Wash me clean, Oh Lord
I can't bare to look down
And see all my family
When I can't be there too
I hope she grows to a strong woman
Like I tried to be
She'll be beautiful and smart
I'll watch her grow
Its not just my baby that I left behind
But the love of my life
Lord, please give him strength
To raise our baby
Wash me clean, Oh Lord
As I wait to greet them all here
In Your house
Where my worship never ceases
Wash me clean..