Shino Yume

The colors swirl in my brain,
the metal gleams from my pain,
another poison pumps again,
and the needle enters my vein.
the cold heart dies,
the young girl cries,
after all my tries,
i dry my eyes.
cuz it feels so lovely,
and i am so lonely,
i wouldn't be like this if you were with me.
crimson blood pours down from me,
i cut again desperately,
you can't fulfill this need,
one more time i try to bleed.
i wipe it away,
no more for today,
black shadows play,
across my face.
cuz it feels so lovely,
and i am so lonely,
i wouldn't be like this if you were with me.
bullets rain down in my head,
a worthless lover lays in my bed,
pump this body full of lead,
i'm wishing i were dead.
i cannot breathe,
i cannot see,
just sit here and watch me bleed.