thoughts

everything seems so dark now,
don't have time to be afraid,
i can't feel a thing,
what a change, i'm finally not the victim,
you seem to have taken my place,
why must i go through this?
my head pounds with so much pain,
i can't escape the demons chasing me,
from this room to the next,
i am afraid of the shrill screams,
the angry, painful wails,
that follow me,
chasing me,
if you could really understand me,
you would know how i felt,
to take away the pain...
how could you possibly feel?