disappeared

once there was such innocence,
now gone awry,
it doesn't make any sense,
when i start to cry.
everything is worn,
everything is gray,
and my heart is torn,
a pain that will stay.
my soul is so weary,
from walking on this plane,
my eyes are so teary,
from tears cried in vain.
i cried so hard, it lingers,
flowing in my mind,
i'm feeding off the magick on your fingers,
this lonely soul of mine.
how i want to have you,
forever, to hold,
to love and complicate you,
through all that unfolds.
hold me now, and hold me tight,
before i run away,
hold onto me all night,
forever,
and a day.