Yearning

Happiness is only a teardrop away,
when you're in my dreams,
I don't understand the pain I have today,
nothing is as it seems.
I can't even imagine,
the love you hold for her,
I don't know why,
these emotions I can't deter.
Everything is falling away so quickly,
I just don't understand,
I need you here with me,
I need you to hold my hand.
Why do you care so much?
Why can't you just betray me?
Love is as such,
such as I cannot be.
This spirit of mine,
has grown so restless,
and so it shall be till the end of time,
I can withhold my sadness.