I'm sorry.
But a thousand apologies,
Would they mean a thing?
I'm sorry.
I can not love you.
It must hurt you,
To see me so cold, knowing,
All your love can not warm me.
Ever.
I'm sorry.
I can not forgive,
And I can not forget.
Even if you didn't mean to hurt me.
You did.
Intentionally or not.
It pains me to see you so sad,
But I can not love you.
Have no will to hold you.
Be with you.
Speak with you.
I cry sometimes,
When I know you can't hear.
How I wish for a mother I could love.
Respect.
But you hurt me so.
So so so much.
Oh you hurt me.
All day.
Every day.
I bleed.
From what you did to me.
And
I
Can
Not
Love
You.