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My jade eyes shine brighter than anything today.
Today is the day I have to leave you.
As soon as you step into that car, you are lost forever.
I knew I had to let go of you someday,
But did it really have to be today?
You're smiling, I'm crying,
You don't have a clue of what's going on.
You don't know my pain,
You don't know my questions:
Why does everything I love have to leave?
Why are they ripped cruelly from my arms,
From my life?
Why am I alone?
I have worked so hard to keep from being alone.
Now it all seems to be in vain.
Oh..it's almost time for you to go.
Just a little longer, please..
My wish is granted,
And we still sit there in silence.
You don't know what I'm thinking,
What I'm feeling,
And I can't tell you.
Time is up.
You have to go,
And I feel the last piece of my heart being torn from my chest.
But you don't know-
You smile and say "See ya."
So I turn, and as soon as you can't see my face (not that you looked),
I started to cry.
I am alone forever.
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a/n: It really sucks that I can't tell this person what I feel. It really
sucks that this person can't ever know. And it really sucks that now I'm
alone..because this is actually true. I mean, I'm probably being a drama
queen here, but this is really how I feel.