Open Eyes
Today, I saw it, all of it
My unseeing eyes are no longer closed
I am truly seeing what has happened, today
Deep down, I knew that it was happening
All I had to do was look, but I closed my eyes to it
And now I feel anger and grief all at once
Rage and sorrow are flooding through my veins
I feel like it was my fault, that I did something wrong
How the hell could this happen
I did everything by the book, even when deep down
I know I could have done more