Want to laugh

Want to laugh,

but instead i'll cry.

Want to live,

but afraid to die.

Want to run,

because I know I can't walk.

Got to whisper,

but I can't talk.

Need to run,

got to hide.

because I know i'm burining,

on the inside.

As my heart burns,

full of hate.

and full of desire...

but...

that's just the way I am...

Another poem that has nothin to do with me ^_^