A/n~ I really fucked up with a friend said some shit i didn't mean and now he's gone and I feel really bad and now there's no turning back~

I fucked up I said some stuff I didn't mean to say
and now you wont even talk to me
our friendship was great but I just had to go and get my heart in the way
and now I just wish you would stay
I know your taken
I know I cant have you but if I cant have you then can I at least have a friend?
nope I have lost all hope
off being rescued I need u here with me
I need you to light the darkness so I can see
but your not there
and I am just left reaching for air
god how could I have been so stupid
how could I have been so selfish?
I am so sorry
but sorrys are no good now
I need u as a friend but I fucked up so now ur gone
and I am left alone