Written on a particularly depressing day I wondered what someone else would do with my life and oppourtunities.

Who am I to live?
When I should die?
So many would love to be here,
I wish I could give them a try.
The chances the'd take
and expectations they'd break,
no, truly shatter
if the had my life the'd be someone that could matter.
A hero, they'd be,
if only they were me.