By: Ashlee
June 17, 2003
Don't know what to think
Don't know what to do
Don't know what it all means
I'm so confused.
Don't know why I can't believe
Don't know why I don't have faith
Don't know why it's so hard for me to figure out
Normally I'd just walk away, leave it all behind
But with you..its something different this time
I can't seem to turn away, can't seem to leave
It's hard for me and those around to believe
Usually I'm so decisive, won't put up with people's shit
With you it seems I'll do it indefinitely
Don't know what to make of my actions
Don't know what they mean
Don't know if it's just 'cause I'm stupid
And just have low self-esteem
Don't know if it's meant to be or not
But I'm sick of being stuck between this hard place and this rock
I have to find the answers
To know why it is I put up with you
Why it is you act the way you do
Maybe you really will get better
Maybe you really will change
Maybe one day I'll have faith and figure out what this all means
Until then I have to keep my head up high
And remember that things happen for a reason between you and I.