By: Ashlee
June 27, 2003
Every time I see you I just want to cry
I want to hold your hand, kiss you, love you dry
But somewhere inside me I know that can't be
It's not what you want, not what I need
You treat me badly but say all the right things
You have me going in a thousand directions, I don't know what to think
I had given up on you, was ready to move on
But now your back, egging me on
Before now it'd been two weeks since you'd seen me
Doesn't that bother you? Provided you do love me
I want to see you everyday, for you its once a week
Everything I want, you want in insane moderation
Making love twice a month when I want it everyday
To hold you, kiss you, love you in every possible way
I want to be your everything, to be all that you need
But that's not what you want, and to that I must concede
You don't want me to stay over in your bed
You don't want a lot of things, I should just get it out of my head
All these emotions are bottled up inside
So every time I see you, I just want to cry