Coming Through

That was then this is now
Someday im gonna get there but how?

I wake up
At the dawn of a new day
But im still a pawn of the same old ways

I gotta try
To go above and beyond

But its hard
Im pretty close to having all I can take

A new life is just something
I wish I could make
But the idea of me being happy or motivated enough is a delusion
Just a fake

I feel lost with no faith
That must be why im such a mope
But im lost with no hope

I hope to someday jump over those obstacles
Those pot holes
To achieve my goals

I know it seems far away
But hey...
I tell myself someday im gonna have something
Its gonna everything or its gonna be nothing