Liking and caring for someone is hard, Especially when it is not returned. I feel as if everyone is planning, Planning to humiliate me. I feel as if I'm on the outside, The outside of reality, Watching everyone. I want desperately to be in with the crowd. I want friends not acquaintances. I wanted to be loved, I took what I could get and it turned out to ruin me. I've cried tears that could fill oceans. I've been screaming but no one will listen. I am powerless If only the life would drain from these wounds in me. So that I may stay eternally alone to watch over you.