I think about it often
To see if anyone cares
But than I realize that they do
And then find myself scared
I crawl into my covers
And cry myself to sleep
Knowing that I shouldn't think this
Every single week
The thoughts I have are crazy
I must be out of my mind
But maybe I'm too lazy
To do anything of the kind
So I try to think of better things
Friends, and my immortals
To me they feel like kings and queens
Make me feel just mortal
I don't know why I think this
I think I've gone insane
And everyone will miss
The one I thought was lame
I look up to the stars at night
And ask them why I do
They're silent in their flight
But I won't say 'adieu'.