The number rules my life,
If it goes up,
I starve.
If it stays the same,
I starve.
And if it goes down,
I still starve.
I push myself to be better,
wait longer,
eat less,
eat nothing,
Be thinner.
And if the numbers keep on shrinking,
and the inches disappear,
I'm winning.
I've conquered.
I'm starving.
But if I eat that carrot stick,
I've failed.
pop pills,
drink water,
start chacking,
keep that metabolism up,
binge and purge,
do sit-ups,
more crunches,
no muscle,
just bone.