How do I feel?

Was I supposed to be happy? Was I supposed to be excited? Well I was.
Did my heart beat faster?
Did my eyes sparkle? Oh, they did!
Were my parents worried?
Were my hands shaking? Just a little.
But, wait!
Had the phone rang? Had my smile faded? No, not yet.
Should I have cried? Should I have gotten angry? I almost did.
Could you have called? Could you have even cared?
You could have, but you didn't.