Broken...

Only a husk of who I was...

Broken on a warriors spear...

shattered...

fragile...

Sweet darkness,hold me...

so that if only for a while

I can ease out of the noose...

that slips tighter still...

around my throat...

nobody's concern...

they won't search...

I outlived my use...

they threw me away...

discarded...

withering...

bitter...

victim...

BUT IT WASN'T ME!

I didn't do anything...

I did what I was told...

I loved my family, was nice to my sisters...

you could never tell ...

I did what they wanted...

by looking at who I've become...

They don't want the spirit...

they don't even want the body...

nobody wants it...

nobody ever has...

tangled...

twisting...

struggling...

sinking...

Gasping...

DYING.