Prologue

I can't take this shit anymore. My life is crap. I'm going to do it. I've got to. It's all Spence's fault too. Why the fuck did he have to break up with me? What did I do? Or what didn't I do? I'm so gad damned confused. Are all my relationships going to be like this? Being broken up with after going out only a month? Oh Spencer. Why did you have to fuck up my life so much?