Fae
I won't give you the pleasure,
Of seeing me in pain.
I won't stay down forever,
I'll get back up again.
Because nothing is worth the agony,
Nothing's worth the tears.
Nothing's worth drain ing your heart,
To save yourself from your fears.
I won't let on that I ever cared,
When from my life you disappeared.
I won't admit that I ever believed,
I truly thought you'd never leave.
I won't let on that I have regrets,
Won't reveal the things that no one gets.
I won't give in to the need to be held,
I won't give up and leave my shell.
Because nothing is worth the agony,
Nothing's worth the tears.
Nothing's worth draining your heart,
To save yourself from your fears.
I won't admit to feeling alone,
I won't admit you were my home.
I won't admit I loved you from the start.
I will not die of a broken heart.