I still feel guilty and I really should

If only it had been any other time

Everything would've been alright

You took my tears for me

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I deserved you being cold to me today

I dared not say anything about it

I held a smile for you today

I was so unfair to you

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Your day had been worse than mine

You wanted a shoulder to cry on

Already a broken promise

Instead I cried

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I can see the tears on your face now

You never let them out to me today

You probably won't try again now

My own damned fault

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The air was cold last night too

Your spite was cold too

Such a cold day

I deserved it

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The only words

Left now

Are spiteful

And hurtful

And guilty

And sorry

I'm sorry

So sorry

Sorry

I am

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Will you let me kiss you again

Nothing, your spite won't let you reply

I have no right to ask for forgiveness

So I won't

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But life goes on anyways

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Today was so lonely

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And for once

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I deserved it

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I really did

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I do

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