The Tears I Cry

By Estel Elendil

The tears I cry

No one can see

The years I cry

Are just for me

Often I feel no one cares

This is more pain then I can bear

Often I feel like no one cares

Slowly my bleeding heart tears

I want to go back to my dream place

Where no one puts my name to my face

I want to go back to my dream place

Where life is not a hopeless chase

My life is not much fun

There is no light, there is no sun

My life is not much fun

All I want to do is run

People call me a disgrace

While they watch the tears stream down my face

People call me a disgrace

I just say this aint my place

In life

AN ok, before everyone starts reviewing saying "Estel what is this crap I know you can do better than this" let me explain. This was the first poem I ever wrote, written when I was ten. I put it up so that if anyone who has read my other stuff can laugh at where I started. I know it sucks