Here is one more new beginning.
Am I eager? Am I scared?
Do I find a deeper meaning
In the things I've never dared?

Am I anxious or excited
Or a little overwhelmed?
Am I shocked, am I delighted,
Am I glad, am I upset?

No, my heart starts beating slower
Neither happy nor too sad.
I've been higher, I've been lower,
I've been there, I've done that.

So this is a whole new chapter?
I don't care anymore!
Anger, sorrow, tears, laughter
Won't be knocking on my door.

Life course has worn down my feelings
And emotions make no sense,
Because all the new beginnings
End up having same old ends.