Real Friends Stab From the Front

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God, I'm afraid.
I'm about to do something.
Something that needs to be done.
But something that will change things.
Something that could destroy my relationships.

Oh God, I'm scared.
I'm doing this out of Love.
But will she realize that it's not to hurt her?
That I'm actually trying to stop her from being hurt again?

I don't know.
All I'm sure about
Is that we'll both be crying
By the time I've finished this defacing duty.

Before anything begins,
I want to tell you
that I love you,
And I'm so very sorry.

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*sigh*

I just hope that she understands.