A/N: I wrote this over the summer while in one of my depressed moods, I'm
sure you can tell once you start reading. I hope you can understand what I
mean in this song, and maybe some of you can relate. It's really personal
to me and I think it speaks from the heart and from the more musical side
of myself. Read it, love it, review. Thx. -BluhdRayne

My Truth in Words
July 2003

I'm starring at my lil' friend
Who's metal sharp and cannot bend
It's been so long since he's been used
So very long since I've been abused
Memories of him smiling at me
Shining against the light he gleams

Hate and rage burn inside
Deep down I wanna die
Not only for myself but for others
One's who can't love another

(Chorus 2x's)
I'm the only one I want to kill
Fuck all those who say love heals
You ppl only know bullshit
Why don't you all go suck a dick?

Don't you like what I'm saying
Then for my soul you'll be praying
It might help or it might not
Either way in Hell I'll rot

I could do everyone a real big favor
Touch my wrists to this here razor
Switch my life from on to off
Who would care if I went aloft?

I tried to make you and everyone happy
But all you want is for me to bleed
Remember that challenge- I know I do!
And so that challenge I'll full-fill to you!

(Chorus once)

I don't know and I don't care
This goddamn world I can't bare
What keeps me here I'll never know
But sooner or later thank God I'll go

(Chorus 2 x's)

Remember that challenge- I know I do!
And so that challenge I'll full-fill to you!

(Last 2 lines of chorus)
(Fade out)

A/N: This is just a side note.. On the off-chance that a certain person
sees this, you know what I mean by the "challenge" and yes I was thinking
about full-filling it.