Cry Out

I cry out for something that I can feel
Longing for anything that will ease this numbness
My heart bleeds for a way out of this pain
That I have been lost within for so long
My soul weeps for that which I love
So much more than even happiness itself
There is nothing left for me to reach for
I have never felt so unimportant in my life
I am so lost, cold, hurt and scared
Feeling as if all my hope has been crushed
I need something that I cannot find anywhere
And if I cannot get it sometime soon
Then nothing will be able to fix me

~E. Speer