Day by day
Same old experience
Over and over once more
But today, it was all so different

You stood there
Right before my very face
Kissing her from head to toe
Putting a new gash upon my heart
With each blink of my teary eyes
A new wound to add to the collection

You just stood there
Unknowing I was watching
Seeing only your little fantasy girl
Not realizing the pain you were inflicting
Deeper and deeper with each breath
Each breath I fought my hardest against

You just stood there
Never realizing the repercussions of this
It wasn't bad enough that it's all you talked of
You wouldn't allow me to pretend I was fine
You just had to come and push me over, over the line
Ruining the delicate balance I had tried so hard
So very hard to maintain all throughout this

You just stood there
I saw you kiss her, yes that I did
Not just once, not even twice
But hundreds of times
Over and over again
It continued to play in my head

You just stood there
I felt like I was watching
Watching my life, like I would a movie
A really rather pathetic movie at that
Searching all in vain for the remote
So I could quickly eject this horrid chick flick

Day by day
Same old experience
Over and over once more
But today, it was all so different

You just stood there
Tied me tightly to my chair
The sight has scarred me for life.
And the wounds still linger upon my wrists.